Let’s Talk About Porn

Porn. It’s something that people use in their most intimate, private moments. It’s a way to acknowledge desire—without any of the attachments of intimacy. For some of you, that’s incredibly freeing. For others, it’s caused some real problems.

This spring, we heard from a listener named James* who described himself as a recovering porn addict. He was struggling to stay away from porn while his wife was out of town. His story made us wonder about your own relationship with porn, so we asked you about it. More than 100 responses later, you told us how you first learned about porn, what drew you to it, and why some of you have had to turn away from it completely.

Rose* was in her 30s when she first stumbled across a porn video on Tumblr. She tried to put it away, but kept coming back to it. “I was going through heartbreak at that time, and really craving affection and love and desire,” she tells me. “Seeing that acted out…I found it intriguing.” Another listener, Antonio*, says porn helps him stay faithful to his boyfriend by letting him live out his fantasies on his smartphone. And Michael* says his porn collection is a stress reliever that he carefully tends to “like a rose garden.”

We also heard from listeners like Daniel*, who’ve had to cut porn out of their lives entirely. Daniel went cold turkey three years ago when he realized porn had become a coping mechanism for his mental illness and was hurting his relationship with his girlfriend. “It’s hard because it gives me a really intense pleasurable feeling,” he says. “But it’s also usually followed by a lot of shame, too.”

But for Jennifer*, experimenting with porn and talking about it openly can be helpful—even though it often makes the people she’s dating uncomfortable. “I think it’s important to just get it out of the way,” she says. “You can have a better sex life when all the cards are out on the table.”

*Names changed for privacy reasons.

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